SECOND LIFE

SECOND LIFE

FOR ANYONE WHO HAS NOT VENTURED THERE!

THIS IS ..

ONE PLACE

.. YOU MUST TRY,

IF YOU LOVE TO MEET PEOPLE AND WANT TO

ENJOY THEM FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD,

THEN I SAY TO YOU NOW TRY IT,

SL AS WE ALL CALL IT HAS BROUGHT ME

MANY JOYS I HAVE MET WONDERFUL PEOPLE

FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD.

I HAVE MADE LASTING RELATIONSHIPS

WITH THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE.

hâVE LEARNED TO MAKE THINGS, I SELL THINGS

THERE AS WELL. IF YOU ARE REAL COMPUTER

HANDY YOU CAN EVEN MAKE REAL MONEY.

NOW HOW MANY GAMES HAVE YOU ALL

PLAYED WITH THOSE KINDS OF POSSIBLITIES?

HAVE A LOOK AT MY PROFILE AND I HAVE

POSTED TO SLIDES OF SOME OF THE THINGS

THAT GO ON IN SL.

IF IT LOOKS INTERESTING THEN GIVE IT A TRY

AND A LITTLE INTERESTING INFO IF YOU THINK YOU

ARE TO OLD THINK AGAIN! SL HAS ALL AGES AND

HONESTLY IVE COME ACROSS MOST AGES

RANGING FROM 21 TO IN THE 60’S.

THIS VIRTUAL WORLD IS AWESOME SO MUCH TO SEE SO MUCH TO DO THE POSSIBLITIES ARE VIRTUALLY ENDLESS!

SO WHAT DO YOU GOT TO LOOSE AND IF THEY ASK WHO REFERRED YOU TO SL WHY DON’T FORGET

MY NAME (NaughtynNice Littlething)

AND BY ALL MEANS IF YOU CHECK IT OUT LOOK ME UP EXSPECIALLY IF YOU ARE NEW AND NEED SOME HELP, BUT DONT GIVE UP IF IT SEEMS HARD IN THE BEGININNG IT IS FOR EVERYONE AND BELIEVE ME THERE ARE PEOPLE IN SL THAT WILL HELP YOU GET STARTED,BUT ITS AN EXPERIENCE THAT SHOULDN’T BE MISSED!

HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!

written 10/26/09

Johnny Beloit,Once Husband,Always A Friend

On July 24th 2008, I lost an important person in my life. Johnny Beloit the man I married 30 years ago,Though we didnt stay together we did remain married for the last 14 years. Even after all our disappointments we remained friends. Honestly he was a piece of me he had earned a piece of my heart, a piece that no one else would ever hold. I never in a million years even concidered him not being somewhere in the picture somewhere in my life. Two years ago when they thought he was leaving us, I went to the Hospital to tell him he had to get better that we werent ready to loose him we needed him with us. I was pleased that he appeared to be improving and was soon sent home. I had no idea of the health issues that would slowly suck the life out of the man that had been apart of my life for so long. Until again i recieve a phone call telling me his life was over i needed to go see him. As much as it ripped my heart out to see him in his fragile condition I knew that I could not avoid letting him know that i did care about him and always have and how sorry i felt for the suffering he was going through. It took me two days of crying to be able to go to his side and beable to look into his eyes and not fall apart. I felt that he was scared I wanted to hold his hand and some how assure him. The thought of him being scared of dying was more then i could bare. Death is scarey for me and the fear i felt for him I couldnt even begin to explain. I wanted him to hold on but i didnt want him to suffer the way he was. I just wanted to be there in case he needed to tell someone he was scared I wanted him to be able to express how he was feeling. Well he never did tell me his fears but i could tell that he was happy when i came to see him. he went through total hell because he wasnt ready to go he told 1 of our sons at first he was scared that he wasnt ready he wanted to see the kids grow up he wanted to go fishing with them the way he had his own boys. That was one of the hardest things ive ever had to hear in my life. And that he wanted to live till his body wont let him anymore. On my visit with him the time before my last he looked at me and whispered to me that he hdnt eaten in four months and i remember telling him i know baby and i turned away for a sec to keep from coming unglued and when i turned back to him i saw a small tear drip from his eye, I wipe it away gently and kissed his forhead and had to excuse myself so he would not see me loose it. There lay this man that had played a very important role in the last 30 years of my life and how life was being slowly sucked out of every inch of his body and i could do nothing for him but watch him suffer. I left there that night wondering how much longer can he fight it is he more at ease was he still scared thoughts that just seem to rip at your soul. I wandered what drove him to fight so long so hard and prayed that it wasnt fear that made him clench to life like he was dangling by the end of a rope from the highest possible mountian top. Then on the 21 of july another call came and i remember crying so hard i could barely speak that hole day I cried till I couldnt draw another tear from my eyes and on the 22 of july I went to see him again he wasnt alert as he had been in the past though he would come in and out but was well aware we were there with him and i was standing next to him with my hand on his arm wanting to grab him up but wasnt sure if just the weight of my hand didnt make him uncomfortable when he whispered to me again I was unable to understand him this time and asked my son if he knew what he was saying? He said to me Dad wants a hug mom and I was scared a hug might unhook one of the many devises or hoses or his oxegen but as i reached down to give him a hug i will never forget the way he grabbed me and held me hard against him and kissed me three times on my cheek and continued to hold me tight I knew at that moment it would be the last time i saw him it was his way of telling me goodbye. I left the Hospital that night with the emptiest feeling in every inch of my body to the point of total numbness, the same feeling which I experienced when I lost my mother. When reality slaps you in the face like it or not and you realize what you are about to loose. The fear I felt for him was as though it was me laying there and it was my own fear. So off I went home numb and lost and scared. And on the 24th came the nightmare, the reality, the heart rench, that Johnny was gone. His long horrible fight was over, no more tubes no more needles , no more starving, no more pain, and I can only pray no more fear.
I Love You Johnny Beloit And Always Have. And Miss You More Then You Will Ever Know. And Pray The Peace Of Me That You Took When You Left. Will Somehow Bring You Comfort In You Journey. 


written 10/1/2008

Thoughts of the Heart

I GUESS YOU'LL NEVER SEE

THE LOVE FOR YOU,

I HOLD IN ME

I don't know how you did it, all I know is you did,

You took my heart with out having one to give.

I

Begged and pleaded and reached out for you,

But you already promised someone your heart to be true.

So

        You fight what's between us with all that you got.,

Insisting I'm going to hurt you and take your heart.

Then

You eagerly chalk it up to a bad case of luck,

But luck isn't at all what this is about.

It's

The way that your touch makes my heart scream out,

(And deep down inside)I know that

It's what keeps me hanging on to hope..

So

Go ahead and deny it till the end of time,

Act like the feelings we share don't exist if you can!

Because

The feelings I speak of I know you feel too.

If you choose to go on ignoring that then shame on you.

And

If pretending you're happy as you so often do

And want to

Pretend that you have found the perfect woman for you.

If

The way we feel when we are together,

IS NOTHING YOU'LL MISS

Then

Release my heart once and for all

And turn your pretending into reality and never look back!

So

I can find the love I need

With someone that will love me back!

written 3/2007

 

Heart Felt Sympathy For The Loss Of A Wonderful Man

IN MEMORY OF (JOHN BELOIT)

I think I speak for anyone that knew him,

That he was a good man with a soft heart,

A husband, a father,a father in law, a grandpa, and tata, and without a doubt a friend to anyone he met.

From his gentle disposition to his beautiful baby soft blue eyes that seemed to reach out and take a hold of you!

Life will never be the same without you in it! But for your journey i send a piece of my heart as I'm sure do many to comfort you.

You will be missed more than words can say,but never will you be forgotten, you will live forever in my heart and in anyone's heart that was privileged enough to have known you.

Hopefully one day we shall all come together again, until then know that you are loved by ALL

To the sweetest father-in law anyone could hope to have,from just one of your many daughter in-laws.

Audrey Beloit

(May you rest in peace)

written 10/2006

ONE DAY YOU WAKE UP TO FIND EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED

IT TOTALLY AMAZES ME HOW WE ALL HAVE THIS THOUGHT OUT PLAN STORED AWAY IN THE BACK OF OUR MINDS OF WHERE WE HOPE TO BE IN YEARS AHEAD.
YEARS THAT SEEM TO BE TO FAR INTO THE FUTURE TO LET THE OUTCOME BE OF IMPORTANCE TO US AT THE TIME. ONLY TO FIND OUT THOSE YEARS COME MUCH MORE QUICKLY THEN THE YEARS THAT HAVE ALL READY FOUND THERE WAY HERE AND ARE GONE!
AND UNFORTUNATELY FOR SOME OF US WHAT OUR MIND IMAGINED AND WHAT HAS COME TO BE IN THOSE YEARS THAT HAVE SOME HOW CREPT UP WITH AN AMAZING QUICKNESS HAVE LITTLE TO NO LIKENESS TO THE ONES PLANTED SO DEEP WITH IN OUR MINDS. FOR MANY REASONS,LACK OF APPLYING ONES SELF TO MAYBE SITES SET TO HIGH, TO JUST PLAIN O'L NO PLAN CAUSE YOU HONESTLY THOUGHT YOU HAD MORE THEN ENOUGH TIME TO MAKE ONE!
IM WITHOUT A DOUBT ONE THAT THOUGHT I HAD TIME TO PLAN OUT A FUTURE, ONLY TO FIND THE FUTURE MADE IT BEFORE THE PLAN WAS CONSTRUCTED AND SET IN PLACE.
DAMN ME ALWAYS A DAY LATE AND A DOLLAR SHORT,SO NOW AS THE RESULT OF POOR TIME MANAGEMENT ON MY PART, I STAND LOOKING FOR MY COMFORT DOOR WAY, BUT QUITE OBVIOUSLY SOME SMART ASSS HAS PAINTED OVER MY DOOR WAY WITH YEARS OF ENAMEL AND HERE I STAND LOOKING BEWILDERED AT BEST AS TO WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING WHILE SO MANY OTHERS WERE PREPARING THEIR MAPS?
WELL I WAS RIDING SOME STAY PUFF CLOUD, HEADED FOR THE GREAT LOST CITY, WELL I CANT TELL YOU HOW GRATIFIED IM FEELING RIGHT ABOUT NOW.WHICH BRINGS ME TO THIS MOMENT AND TIME. AND THE TRUE NEED TO TELL ALL THAT ITS NEVER TO EARLY TO PLAN YOUR DIRECTION SO WHAT EVER YOU DO (IF YOU THINK THAT OL CLOUD LOOKS SO COMFY THEN YOU SHOULD BE WELL AWARE THE COMFORT YOU SEEK TODAY MIGHT VERY WELL BRING THE DISCOMFORT YOU WILL FEEL WHEN YOUR PLAN NEVER MAKES IT TO THE DRAWING BOARD! CAUSE THEN IT WILL BE TO LATE WITH NO TURNING BACK)
BUT HEY............. DONT TAKE MY WORD ON IT, GO AHEAD CLIMB ON YOUR COMFY CLOUD,BUT WOULDNT YOU RATHER BE A BIT UNCOMFORTABLE NOW SO THAT YOU CAN ENJOY THE COMFORTS THAT YOU WILL DESERVE IN YOUR FUTURE? DON'T LET YOUR FUTURE CREEP UP ON YOU BEFORE YOU HAVE YOUR FUTURES PLAN PLANTED FOR COMFORT AND HAPPINESS! lIFES HARD ENOUGH DAY AFTER DAY YEAR AFTER YEAR WHY LET IT HAVE THEM ALL SAVE SOME GOOD ONES FOR WHEN THERES NOTHING ELSE LEFT. 

written 10/21/2006

SHAME ON YOU ARIZONA

I'm so sick and tired of our Laws

and the worthless ass that has been given the authority to treat human beings in what ever fashion he desires.

What the hell were the voters thinking? I think that maybe once you people that voted for this asshole find yourself in his so called jail being treated as though you are scum of the earth because you failed to show up for a court date, or maybe you were pulled over and some twisted fluke, ends up with you sitting in jail waiting to attend court!

My arent you going to be surprised as to what you have willing unleash on the so called criminals of   Arizona.

Now at this moment you to are as criminal as a murder, a sex offender, as your average druggie that's right because the man you voted for is now your nightmare come true, you are about to get a reality check, because while in this assholes jail you are as criminal as everyone else!

Yep your petty crime will get you no special treatment, you will receive exactly the same treatment as the rest of the criminals that you now share a cell with,

I'll bet you one thing that will come from your experience of being in jail, knowledge that you have voted for the biggest clown that shows no humanity when dealing with humans of all kinds!

Until you or your loved one , spends time or even a night in his camp you will never understand what you as voters have done to Arizona Citizens!

There are many people who end up in jail, people just like you, and all the people who voted for him! Good hard working people that come from good families, but were unfortunate enough to be in the wrong place at the wrong time, maybe even, not guilty of any crime!but wait that doesn't happen!

Oh no innocent people never go to jail!

Well wake up Arizona many normal good people end up there all the time and will be treated in the same way as the rest of the criminals, like you are no one, unworthy, and without any rights. No one will care what you say, how you feel or that your thirsty, hungry, or cold. Youll be forced to sleep on freezing cold concrete in a freezing cold cell basically worse then any animal scenario you could think of.

And for all you women that voted for Mr. Asshole,well you better pray that you never go there, because you will be treated the same as men you are a criminal, but pray your not pregnant and needing nutrition for 2 cause who the hell cares, your a criminal,which obviously makes your unborn child a criminal, and if you aren't a certain amount of weeks they wont give you anything to drink or eat,they don't care.

Oh my bad i take that back, they do offer you water, by faucet located directly over the back of the uncleaned toilet for your drinking pleasure! Enjoy cause you get nothing else for at least 12 hours!

All the while please do remember that it was your vote not once but twice that has come to haunt you.

Hopefully you'll be more careful as to whom you cast your next vote for cause three times and you will deserve the title criminal.

What will it take to see that you have chosen the wrong individual for the job and responsibilities at hand?

Ill tell you, the day you become a victim of

AZ's justice system! 

written 2/21/2006

THE JACKASS IN THE CAR BEHIND YOU

WELL IVE DECIDED THAT THIS IS A FUCKED UP WORLD CAUSE NO MATTER HOW CAREFUL WE MIGHT THINK WE ARE , IT WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH TO PROTECT US FROM ALL THE JACKASS'S WE ARE SURROUNDED BY EVERY DAY! I DECIDED TO GO HELP A FRIEND WITH HIS COMPUTER FRIDAY EVENING,  IT KEPT ME BUSY FOR QUITE SOMETIME . I FINALLY DECIDED TO HEAD HOME RIGHT AROUND 2:00AM.
I WAS HEADED SOUTH ON THE 101 BACK TO MESA , TRAFFIC WAS VERY MELLOW SO IT DIDNT TAKE ME LONG AT ALL TO GET TO THE BROADWAY EXIT. WHERE I SAT WAITING FOR THE LIGHT TO CHANGE , MEAN WHILE A CAB PULLED UP BEHIND ME. ALL OF A SUDDEN I HEAR THIS VERY LOUD SLAM,AND BEFORE I COULD EVEN FIGURE OUT WHERE IT CAME FROM I WAS BEING SLAMMED DAMN NEAR IN THE INTERSECTION.
TOTALLY STUNNED FROM WHAT JUST ACCURED , AND NOT WANTING TO GET OUT TO CHECK THE DAMAGES I JUST SAT THERE WANDERING WHAT THE HELL WILL BE NEXT !
I FINALLY DECIDE TO GET OUT AND LOOK AT THE DAMAGES, AND WAS IN TOTAL DISBELIEVE THAT I COULD OF BEEN SLAMMED THAT HARD AND MY BUMPER WAS BARELY SCRATCHED I THINK MY BODY SUFFERED 3 TIMES MORE THAN MY CAR.
I ASKED THE GUY IF HE HAD INSURANCE OR NOT AND HE WASNT EVEN AWARE THAT HE HAD EVEN CAUSED MY CAR TO BE INVOLVED ! HE PRECEDED TO TELL ME THAT HE DIDNT HIT ME , AND I WAS LIKE DUDE NO YOU DIDNT HIT ME BUT YOU SLAMMED THE CAB SO HARD HE HIT ME! THATS WHEN I REALIZED THIS FOOL WAS DRUNK OR SERIOUSLY DAZED FROM THE CRASH!
SO NOT WANTING TO BE INVOLVED WITH ANY OF THAT CRAZY SHIT I TOSSED UP DAMAGE VERSES, THE COPS AND DECIDED TO JUST GO HOME! AND AWAY I WENT.  I DECIDED SINCE I WAS THE LAST MAN OR WOMAN ON THE CHAIN REACTION I WASNT GOING TO OWE ANYONE SO THERE WASNT ANY REASON FOR ME TO STAY!
IT TOTALLY SUCKS THAT EACH AND EVERYDAY WE ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF OUR DESTINY'S, AND WHETHER SITTING AT A LIGHT OR TRAVELING DOWN THE HIGHWAY ALL IT TAKES IS THAT ONE JACKASS THAT ISNT PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT THE FUCK HE OR SHE IS DOING . OR THE JACKASS THAT THINKS THE FREEWAY IS THEIR  VERY OWN SPEEDWAY, OR THE RECKLESS FUCK NUT THAT SEES THE YELLOW LIGHT AND  THINKS IT MEANS STEP ON IT!
NOW IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE ONE OF THESE SO CALLED JACKASS'S , AND YOU KNOW IF YOU ARE LET ME SAY THIS TO YOU BEFORE I GO !
FOR THE SAKE OF ALL OF US, GET YOUR HEAD OUT YOUR ASS AND PAY THE FUCK ATTENTION TO WHAT YOU ARE DOING!


WRITTEN 1/2006